okay..

2 things. Firstly, some oversized female is not really on good terms with me. And seems to be insisting it was not of her fault. Anyway, dont wanna elaborate on it. So someone msg'ed me later in the evening asking if something bad happened to me. Then i realise she, wasnt contented with being angry at me, decided to do something more drastic. Telling her other oversized friend about the incident. She later posted
"muahaha!! 2day shoot that idiotic Shuyun (yuckz, even write the name also disgusted) till she got nuthin a say muahahaha!"

Thus that guy felt that something *happened* to me that day (understatement of the year) Let's just say was totally disgusted at what that oversized thing said. Come on, her *o* friend stomped off, not me. Therefore in any sense, she was the one with nothing to say, not me. I later realise that this is an desperate attemp at trying to agitate me. Which unfortunately worked. But only for awhile. Was later quite amused at "how retarded she is". I still have that msg in my inbox and well, i think it makes a real interesting read for it clearly shows who the idiotic one really is.

Love, peace and a paperclip.

So the next thing is went out today to Parkway.. Looked for Rosalind's belated birthday present and browsed for stuff for the peer leader thingy on national day. And it was *quite* obvious i wasnt really needed as they were totally "Leader" oriented. If they only listen to her say, it's kinda pointless i try to even geta word in right ? Well, lucky I'm not forking out money this time. Later went down to Bugis.. Still shopping for Rosalind's present. Lalala~ Lucky at LEAST had Wileen to accompany me. Lolx.. So we managed to find *something* for her la.. Think she'll like it.. LOL

haix

Dunno why, no mood to blog lately, kelvin ng said something quite disturbing yesterday at tuition.. Was kinda sour before that already and he had to. Sheesh. Haix..

Anyway, realised Yong Quan remembers me.. Haha.. 5 years nah.. He reminded me, actually didnt talk de.. End up talked bout some stuff.. He changed a lot.. According to him "Good to bad and back to good le. And am intending to say this way." Lolx.. Anyway, now that he's back on track le also glad for him.. Learnt something from him too.. Infatuation is feeling a lot of things, while love is learning a lot of things. Kinda true.. Lolx..

Btw.. Heard some stuff about Samuel.. Worried.. Hope it isn't true.. Get well soon nah.. We're all worried fer you~!! >.<

ellox

Went for tuition at mavis today (wonder of wonders) and well, mid-way through the class kelvin ng asked me if i had anything to pass to him. Sheesh. Anyway, rosalind's birthday is coming.. Have a slight plot.. Hehe.. Anywayz.. Think i'm gonna fail big time on my latest biology test. What i studied didnt come out, those i skipped did though. bad. so so bad. Am crossing my fingers that I'll get at least 20/50 ..

Feel like getting more soft-cuddly-furry-fluffy-toys. Yea.. Feel a need to hug stuff lately.. Lolx.. Oh.. And it seems that I really did lose my notebook. Meaning I lost most people's address and so.. Yea.. Haix.. Nvm.. So be it. It's God's will perhaps.

blog matters

he delated his blog didnt he ?

campfire

attended the scouts and guides campfire last saturday with the rest of the PLs.. seems that john didnt stack the firewood well enough.. burnt halfway some fell.. hehee.. anywayz.. am trying to arrange a date when i can go out with Night.. maybe next saturday.. lately saturdays are so fully packed.. bleah..

If I see you next to never / How can we say forever

Had wanted to do a long page summary of the past days events.. Ended up i didnt due to time managements.. Instead did something I had wanted to do sometime ago.. Change the song on the left. Yupz.. Current lyrics are by Richard Marx. Love his ballads. This has always been on of my favourites and well, now it seemingly reflects what I'm feeling closely.. Listen to his song if possible.. Who cares if they're old.. They're great..

Right Here Waiting

long story

Bleah.. So long since my last blog.. Lolx.. Mmm.. Busy nah.. Then kinda troubled.. >.<

Mmm.. Today stayed back for to help the "sunflower people" do up their soil for planting.. Yea.. Kinda love planting stuff.. Just that.. Well, the "garden" is kinda occupied with my grandmother's plants at the moment.. Lolx..

Oh yea.. Put on weight le nah.. Grew 0.5cm also.. Yeah.. Lolx.. Kinda sluggish lately.. Think I better *try* to force myself to work le.. Need to be in shape for the PFT.. Bleah.. Stamina dropped alot le.. Haix.. Scared later 2.4 get bad time nah.. Haix.. Oh yea.. Speaking of running.. Was actually down for the competitive cross country run this sunday at bishan.. Lolx.. Lucky no one wanted la.. He finally gave up on asking us.. Yea lor.. So sluggish how to run nah.. Later ham laugh at me summore.. -.- Haix.. After that stuff gotta rush back to bedok for tuition at mavis nah.. Haix.. Wanted to go shopping at junction 8 after the run de nah.. Dont go there often mah.. So wasted.. Lolx..

What else nah.. Mmm.. Yea.. Lately bio class nothing seems to be going in.. She say something i copy down and highlight nia but nothing absorbed.. Lolx.. Haix.. Yea.. Yesterday was bernard's birthday.. He wasnt at home yesterday when i called.. As usual. Haix.. Then today also.. Bleah.. Suan le.. Some other day then get him out la.. Haix..

Yea.. Lately have this really really really weird urge to hug stuff.. Haha.. Yea.. Then also have this weird craving for furry and fluffy stuff in addition to my original love *fer* them.. Lolx.. Mmm.. Note: Jacky's *rrreally* nice to poke.. Lolx..

Benjamin better not forget hor.. Tomorrow come my class sit sit I help make your nails nice nice.. Lolx.. Mmm.. Speaking of trouble.. Still need to dig up cash later for that donation card.. Yea.. So bloody long le then i lazy to ask people and keep forgeting to ask people to donate.. Whateva.. Bleah..

Oh yea.. Did a rough calculation.. Only 134 days more to go.. Lolx.. Yupz.. Quite soon la.. Lolx.. But that also means that all the toopid exams and tests coming nah.. Haix..

missin' you

pain

Haix.. Returned to mavis today.. Saw yong quan[bsps] there.. Mmm.. 4 yrs since he left.. Looks taller.. His lips still so red nah.. Haha.. Haix.. Pierced his ear. Damn cool. Lolx. Really nah. But even though 2 yrs in NCC he still so fair nah.. Lolx..

Mmm.. Dunno la.. Haix.. After what I've heard about his last night, dont really know if he really means what he says. Maybe it's just this thing he's playing with his friends. Trying to impress ? Lolx.. Maybe.. Dunno.. So confused.. Bleah.. Dont wanna say le.. Take care people..

ouch

Just kinda feeling depressed all of a sudden. Wanted to blog happy stuff tonight. Ended up depressed. Just like i've predicted. Bleah. Feeling kinda hallow inside now.. Hoping to just sleep and never wake.. Haix.. G'nite people..